It's a perdition. Humans will forever hurt me, and if they're not, they just simply ignore my existence. 

Long time ago a mainstream person asked me what I was doing in society, why I wasn't trying to end my life or just shut up. 

I have no idea. I don't have the faintest idea. I don't want to go through the agony of being humiliated time upon time. Believe me. 

This hatred - it's only growing.